"Rumor": What is the real Zhang Ailing?

I don't know if there are readers like me, and the name Zhang Ailing is more than her work.

Reading her work initially also started from the novel, such as "Love in the City" and "Golden Lock". It was not until today that her achievements in prose are no less than her novels.

Even Zhang Ailing's researcher believes that if her novels still have room for discussion, then her prose is impeccable.

"Rumor" is Zhang Ailing's first collection of prose. We can also explore her true side, and her opinions on movies, clothing, writing, music, dance and other aspects.

Selecting a few of them here, seeing her different sense of contact in her life.

1. Love

"I met the people you met among tens of millions of people. During the millions of years, there was no early step in the wild wilderness of time. It happened that it happened. , Just ask: Oh, are you here too? "

This classic sentence does not know how many people who moved in the relationship between love, the infinite reveries of beautiful emotions.

I do n’t know how many people have been borrowed to repost themselves to themselves, hoping to use this romantic sentence to open a fateful marriage.

In fact, this is the end of a real, beautiful story, and an eternal sentiments given to that story by the author.

In the countryside, there is a girl who has a good family and has a good -looking girl. However, at the age of fifteen or six, many people came to do media and relatives, but they did not achieve it.

In a spring night, she was wearing a moon -white shirt, according to the peach tree, at the back door at home.

A young man lived on the opposite side. They had met, but did not say hello.

When he saw her, when he came over, he stopped when he was not far away, and said gently, "Oh, are you here too?"

She was nervous or shy, without speaking, he didn't speak anymore, so he stood for a while and walked away.

However, the development of the successor is:

"Later, the woman was sold to the counties outside his town to be a concubine, and she was resold several times. After countless thrilling storms, she still remembered that thing in the past. Often, in that spring, in that spring In the evening, under the peach tree at the back door, the young man. "

The buying and selling population now sounds incredible, but it does exist in the old age.

Most of the targets of abducts are children or young women; two types of buyers are divided into two types, one is a rich person, buying as a servant or calligraphy; Come to pass on to generation.

A habit and bad disadvantage of the old era, the author describes a short story that lingers a woman's life with a short story that makes people unlimitedly sad.

It may be because of extremely short and beautiful that it allows it to project endless melancholy in her future years.

2. The speaker of the night camp

In Shanghai in May 1944, at 10 o'clock in the evening, Zhang Ailing read a book under the light. In the barracks not far from home, a familiar tone blowing from the horn.

Several simple sounds, slowly fluctuating, in that bustling metropolis, rare such a simple heart.

She asked: "Blow the horn again, can aunt hear it?"

Aunt said: "No attention."

The phrase "didn't pay attention", pushed Zhang Ailing into the loneliness. She was suspected that she could only hear the horn sound, fearing that she was hearing, so she felt a little scared.

At this time, "Someone blew up the whistle loudly outside and picked up the horn tone. I suddenly stood up, full of joy and sympathy, and ran to the window, but I didn't want to know who it was, it was the apartment upstairs or downstairs. The residents are still on the street. "

After reading this, a trace of bitterness can not help but be lonely and plump for such a lonely and plump heart.

Prose is a style that can most express the author's mind. Only half -page text depicts the joy of a strong man found a hint of resonance in loneliness.

All this does not require others to know. As long as there is, she is the comfort of her soul, just like the corner of her mouth, a smile you didn't see.

3. Upine

"I heard that the moon was like a golden basin."

"His whisper" is an autobiographical prose. It is Zhang Ailing's real life portrayal.

"People in troubled times have passed and have no real home. However, I have a long feeling for my aunt's house."

Zhang Ailing said that her aunt's home was "always a delicate and complete system.

Although she was born in Shanghai, her first home was in Tianjin. When I was two years old, I moved to the north, and Beijing was waiting.

In his childhood memory, he was hugged by the maid. Her temper was very bad, and she would catch the maid's face because of impatience.

Responsible for looking at Zhang Ailing's maid's surname, calling for "Hey".

The maid of the caregiver Zhang Zijing called "Zhang Qian", wrapped in her small feet, and was very clever. Because the boys are receiving the boys, they must be used everywhere.

"He Qian" was a girl who was guilty of guilty, so she let her everywhere. Zhang Ailing is not accustomed to the argument of maids and men, and often argues with Zhang Qian.

The maid said, "You have to live in the exclusive village! I hope you will marry far in the future -your brother will not come back!"

She can also predict the fate from the position of grabbing chopsticks. Zhang Ailing grabbed chopsticks near, and she said that she married far.

Zhang Ailing, a young age, was so angry that this made her realize that the equality of men and women had been realized early and determined to be better than her brother. In the process of Zhang Ailing's growth, her mother only existed occasionally, and she didn't feel any defects at first, because she was not there.

But in the memory, I still remember that the maid took her to her copper bed in the morning. She was lying on the quilt of the checkered Qingjin, and I did not know that she would memorize the Tang poem with her mother ... After recognizing two hours a day in the afternoon, she could eat. Two pieces of mung bean cake.

Later, Zhang Ailing's father married a new aunt outside, and his mother went abroad with her aunt.

However, because of her "sturdy", the aunt's grandmother even hit her father and was forced by the clan.

The eight -year -old Zhang Ailing returned to Shanghai with her family. She took a boat through the black water ocean and green water. She read "Journey to the West" in the cabin. When she sat on the carriage in Shanghai, the pink base was flying on the butterfly.

Zhang Ailing during this period was happy.

But at that time, his father had an over -to -morphine needle, which was very close to death, which scared Zhang Ailing.

The maid told her that she should be happy because her mother was coming back.

That day, she made a noise to put on the little red jacket she thought, but the mother saw the first sentence: "How do you wear such small clothes?"

Soon, she had new clothes, everything was different.

"My father changed his head and was taken to the hospital. We also moved to a garden house with dogs, flowers, and fairy tale books.

There are many relatives and friends who borrow gorgeous relatives. My mother and a fat aunt sat on the piano stool to imitate a love performance in the movie. I sat on the ground and laughed, rolling around the wolf skin mattress. "

Everything brought by the mother is fresh. The blue chair at home is equipped with the old rose red carpet, reminding her of the red house in the blue sky in England; France is a cyan of light rain, like a bathroom tile.

Her mother told her that Britain was often raining, and France was sunny.

She started learning to paint, learn English, and play the piano. During this period, Zhang Ailing received the educational education of Western -style ladylike, full of depression.

The history of a flower held by her mother gave her tears in Zhang Ailing, and her mother said to her brother: "You see that my sister is not crying for the sake of sugar!"

After her father went home, she regretted that she refused to take out her living expenses. She wanted to force her mother to stick money and spend her money, and she couldn't go away again.

They had a fierce quarrel and eventually divorced.

The aunt moved out with her mother, and Zhang Ailing also moved to a house with her father again, but the treaty stated that she could go to see her mother often.

Since then, Zhang Ailing has encountered her mother out of France again, and her aunt's home still has the breath of her mother. She feels that everything she knows is the best, whether it is spiritual or material, it is here.

Until many years later, she held the wall and escaped the half -year -old father's house with a warm breath. She lived here. Here has become her emotional place.

On the other hand, in her father's house, she looked down on opium. It was the old gentleman who educated his younger brother to do "Han Gao Zu". He was Zhang Hui's novel and the father and the whole house who lived lazily.

Zhang Ailing wrote: "I forcibly divide the world into two halves, light and darkness, goodness and evil, God and demon. Those who belong to my father must be bad."

Since then, she has denied the warmth of her father who had given her a little bit.

4. Conclusion

"In the occasion where no one hand over to others, I am full of joy of life."

Zhang Ailing, this twentieth century, popular in Shanghai's literary world, unique female writers, leaving many works that make readers familiar with readers and other well -known works.

She also suffered a lot of criticism with Hu Lancheng's love in the world. She has changed and legend has gone, but she has become a part of the memory of that era.

The complexity and desolation of her legendary life and the little people in the pen and the little people have always stayed in the history of modern literature.

Author: Jane Y, study members of the readers, draw the fragrance of life from simplicity.

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