[Prose] Deng Shao Eshan Ji ‖ Jiang Qianwen

Deng Shao Mi Ji

Jiang Qianwen

In the early 1990s, I graduated from a school in Shancheng to a small town in southern Sichuan to employment and settled, and lived with the world -famous Jinsha River. Rest and rest, accompany the sun and the moon, not sad or happy, slow down to ordinary life.

In the mid -1990s, corporate layoffs and troops disadvantaged. The bankruptcy of the enterprise I worked was disintegrated, and from the envoy of everyone, the staff of everyone became a unemployed tourist without any economic source. The lover was influenced by the troops for disarmament and was hopeless to transfer to local employment. Fortunately, we are still young, and soon operate a small bookstore with the help of relatives and friends, so that we can barely. With the passage of years, the arrival of the two children in the family makes the burden of our lives. For the hawkers that are surrounded by shops except for eating and sleeping, entertainment looks more luxurious. Normal life.

I have always believed that the elegance of mountaineering has nothing to do with people who are busy with our livelihood all day long. It has been a matter of literati, or the leisure rights of the nine to five to five.

Life was surprised to give us a surprise to enjoy the mountain climbing.

At the beginning of the 20th century, the shop we operated was completely closed. I was idle with my lover all day long, and the silent lover was even more silent. The family has lost its economic source. A family must live and spend. Parents who are sick on them have to support them. These are all like Dashan on this thin soldier who once returned from the front line of the old mountain. The Spring Festival is here. Leading children to eat at home or friends' houses, drink small wine, in this beautiful atmosphere, he looks more lonely. He smiled bitterly and carefully cope with the joy of this festival, for fear that he would affect the entertainment of other people's festivals because of his loneliness. After the meal, a few words of guests, hurriedly on the road to go home.

People can't always be dull at home all day, and they have to give themselves a dull way. Otherwise, the consequences are unimaginable ...

"Xuan, the Great Spring Festival, we have no other places, let's take the children out to climb the mountain! The children are almost boring ..."

"Go, go, anyway ..." The lover replied irritating and helplessly.

I have heard that there is a mountain called climbing Zhushan on the east of our house, which is also known as Shao Mountain. It has never been a chance to take the child to play. Activities, see the ghosts in any survival plan.

This is the scene of the third day of the first month of the first month. It was gloomy and dark. We brought two children who were already elementary school students, went downstairs to go north to walk north, walking east of 500 meters, and then folded north to north. With a stone bridge, set foot on the east to Shao Eshan's highway. The highway relieved, and there are constant trains. On the side of the highway, it is closely linked to the Tzu Mountain with the Cemetery of Martyrs, while connected to the town we live in. We walked up the mountain side, and we saw a mountain lying in front of us. We passed another stone bridge, walked to the left to the left, and came to a private house in front of the mountain.

Along the way, the two children cheered, like the birds just released from the cage, and kept talking along the way, and the happy look couldn't speak. Looking at the child's red face, we realized that the children had been locked for too long for their reasons, and a little apologies were born in my heart and my lover's heart.

We looked up and looked up, and we saw the lush trees and the smoke of the people on the mountain, but we couldn't look at the end of the mountain. We bypassed from the house and accidentally alarmed the big white dog tied to the iron chain next to the house. It jumped, barking heartbreaking, driving the chickens and ducks behind the house, giggling. The two children who were frightened and frightened rushed to the mountains.

The road on the mountains of the house is a ladder road paved with a stone. Layers and layers are picked up. On both sides of the strokes are vegetables planted by farmers on the mountain, and there are various fruit trees such as citrus and pears sporadic. They are as silent as Dashan, listening to our panting. Going up again, we threw the crops on both sides of the crops behind, and the mountains became steep, but the step was wider. On the left side of the stroke, there are tall and tall and tall forests, and the right hand is a neatly connected stone bar. Holding the stone pass down, it is a steep cliff that is vertical and steep. In order to eliminate this kind of incident, the government reinforced the stone bar. Looking at the mountains from the stone bar, there are scattered villages and stars and picked wheat fields and forest land. Occasionally, the cow's high -pitched calls came from the distance, and it seemed to tell people that spring plowing was coming.

At this time, we had come to the mountainside. On the mountainside, there was a wide open area full of grass. Children's sweat beads full of sweat due to the climbing movement, we resting with the children a little bit here.

"Mom, dad, a lot of green buds on the grass ..." The two children widened their eyes and screamed in surprise. "Really? Baby!" We who were busy with life and trivial life, looking at the innocent children, looking at the stubborn and booming tender grass buds under the grass, both eyes lit up. Yes, the cold winter will leave, and spring will always come. Our state of mind suddenly opened up and got up to climb the taller mountain. We are convinced that no matter how high the mountains have the end, even Mount Everest does not let humans conquer it? The key is that we must have the will and determination to conquer difficulties.

We carefully walked through the most terrible cliffs, easily the gentle slope of the mountainside, crossed the Panshan Highway on the mountainside, and then drove to the top of the mountain. The Spring Festival of that year had just passed, but the spring was late, and it was a little cold. I remember that although it was the third day of the first month of the first month, the bamboo mountain was silent. No one else came to climb the mountain. The whole mountain became the paradise of our family. Tall trees on both sides became the guards of our climbing upwards. They kept helping us to help our family. Our family took the strength and worked hard to come to an ancient cottage gate. Both the gate and the village wall are piled up with large rocks. There is a large hole on each side of the left and right sides of the village gate. Zhaimen is strong and upright, about 2 meters wide, about 3 meters high, and it becomes a round arch. The wall of the village is made of huge stone, about 3 meters wide and about 6 meters high. It is majestic and magnificent. The rear of the cottage is a cliff, which is easy to defend and difficult to attack. According to the inscription in front of Zhaimen, the cottage was built in the Yuan Dynasty.

Entering the gate of the village, bypassing the curved and slow Tiankan Road, and came up to the top of the mountain. The top of the mountain is a wide basta of Pingchuan. The surroundings of the mountains are embellished with the self -built houses built by the people in the bamboo trees and miscellaneous trees. The carefully planted side dishes are glowing with vitality. In the month, people on the mountain mainly rely on planting vegetables to sell money to sell money to change some oil and salt. In the clear winter water field, there were ducks and goose swimming around, rushing to the wings and the shouted sounds of the bamboo forest pheasant on the shore. An uncle was weeding in the vegetable field, and a simple woman was holding a delicate and harmless bean tip in the ground, preparing for the next meal, and they greet us from time to time. Three or two children took bamboo strips or fishing on the edge of the field, or playing small animals on the forest and the ground, or ran back and forth, and they responded to each other. No birth. Inadvertently glanced at the lover's relaxed eyebrows and gentle smiles. What an enviable and longing life scene! I don't know which wise ancestor can find such a pure land that is isolated from the world for people to rest and live a fresh and comfortable life.

On the left side of Pingba, there is a humble small temple hidden under the bamboo trees and miscellaneous trees. Temples are worshiped in the temple. , Laughing slightly. Below the Buddha statue is the incense money and fruits worshiped by the people. I heard that the incense of the four seasons here is continuous, and the local people are spontaneously managed. Every day and fifteenth day, the people who come to the temple to burn incense and worship the Buddha are endless.

Life is unsatisfactory. Through the worship of the Bodhisattva Buddha statue, let the troubles in my heart let go, and tell my desire for life through the description of the Buddha statue of the Buddha. Essence And this method is just in my heart, because I have always contained a "Bodhisattva" in my heart.

My father told us when he was alive, saying that our three brothers and sisters were gifts from God and his mother. Father warned us that no matter how difficult life was encountered, we must try to survive, because there is a universal god behind us, she will always help us.

His father said that during his youth, when he was sent from the Liangshan Prefecture to the rural transformation, he passed a temple and made a brief stay in the temple. He stood in front of a Buddha statue of the Bodhisattva, looking at the lovely children in front of the Buddha statue. A lady quietly appeared in front of him and asked kindly: Lady, which doll do you like here? When my father saw the two little boys on the knee of the bodhisattva and a little girl on the back, they said: Let's say: Just go to the three children on the knee and the second son and one girl on the back! Okay, these three children have given you! As soon as the old lady's words fell, her figure disappeared instantly. Coincidentally, his father met his mother and married his mother in the place where he was in the labor transformation. Sure enough, he gave birth to his brother, brother, and me. He never had children again in the future. His father knew that this was just a coincidence, but he used this as a way to spur our dilemma of life, and his intentions were good.

Who is not a child of God? Who is not the descendants of the legendary Eve and Adam? My hands were together, and in the bottom of my heart, tears of tears were venting to the Bodhisattva the grievances and pains that I had accumulated in my heart for many years, hoping to change my current situation. Readers and friends, you may feel that this is a kind of ignorance and stupidity, but once people are in trouble, when no one talks desperate, you can think of telling everything in front of the Buddha statue, release yourself, and help. Can't find the direction of life like a young photographer Lu Daosen, so much better to give up life in despair ...

"Sister, I pay you to buy it! You are too hard to plant vegetables." The voice of my lover who was picking vegetables with the uncle and the uncle came from the ears. I looked back, it turned out that the enthusiastic elder sister and uncle stabbed a big basket of pea tip in the ground, stuffed it into the hands of my lover, and asked us to go down the mountain and take it home to eat. It is said that people in your city are rare to eat this kind of non -harmful vegetables in the mountains. We no longer resign from the good intentions of the two people, carrying a basket of peas full of peas, saying goodbye to the elderly and the elder sister, and returning home.

For the first time to board Shao Eshan, we spent three or four hours. Although we experienced sweat and exhaustion, what we saw in the middle benefited us.A positive attitude towards life faces the dilemma of life.Shortly after the winter to the spring, with the selfless help and support of the relatives at home, with the help of the government, our unemployed laid -off employees through government discounted loans and other preferential policies have made many people who are in trouble like my lover to achieve it again.Entrepreneurship, set sail again, and start a new life.

Du Fu has a poem: It will be the top of the top, and the mountains are small.Friends, if you are temporarily in adversity, you can't let go, please climb the mountain, stand on a high place, overlook life, purify the soul, will regain your life, get out of the predicament, and discover the beauty of life and the hope of life!

Source: Sichuan Provincial Local House Work Office

Author: Jiang Qianwen (Xuzhou District, Yibin City)

Picture: Fang Zhi Sichuan

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