Mother love is like mountains

Today is the 7th year of the 7th year, 05 months and 27 days that the sky is accompanied by you

My mother has left me for 24 years this year. How many soul -dreaming nights are waking up in the murmur of "Mom". It turned out to be just a dream, because my mother had left me ... When she was young, my mother went to me. We often warn us: we must study hard. If you do n’t learn, you can only work with the loess for a lifetime and work hard for a lifetime. In memory, the hard -working and kind mother always smiled, and she was always proud and comforting on her face. After the college entrance examination settled, with the encouragement of my mother, I joined the army smoothly, and later admitted to a military school in Guilin. The first time I explored the cold vacation in 1997. When I entered the house, my mother was cutting vegetables and was so excited that she almost threw the kitchen knife on the ground. At that moment, I had been involved in the army for 4 years. Looking at my military uniform, my mother's face laughed.

Due to the long -term accumulation of hard work, the mother's body was extremely weak at that time, she didn't want to eat anything, she couldn't eat anything, and sometimes she was lying with clothes, giving people a particularly "lazy" feeling. The short winter vacation was over soon. On the day I was about to return to school, my mother supported getting up from the cymbal and sent me to the village entrance. The mother's eyes were hung with tears, and told me softly: " Baby, do n’t miss the family after arriving at school, let alone miss your mother, mother is okay ... "

At that time, the communication was not very developed, and basically the letter. I clearly remember that I got up on the morning of April 17, 1997, my chest, tightness and pain, and an ominous sign of my heart. I always miss the mother who is seriously ill. When I am alone, I often speculate to which extent her condition is. I really want to bring a bowl of water for her. However, the strict regulations of the military academy can only let me overlook my hometown and let my thoughts go with the wind.

After the get out of class of the team, after the team's phone rang, it was said that there was an outer telephone. It was made by Sanxiang from his hometown, telling me, "Your mother miss you!" I'm not in the world. The random thoughts make me confused. What should I do? My mother is gone, which means that the sky also collapsed. The team cadres reported my situation step by step. Simply pack up and set foot on the train to return to hometown ...

"It's even more timid in the hometown, dare not ask people." Passing the village, people in their hometown looked at me with a strange look, and my siblings were red. Suddenly, I felt that my mother must be more fierce.

By the hillside of the village entrance, a new grave stood up. I fell in front of the grave with a dizziness. ——The dear mother.

I am out of control of my mood, and I shouted my mother, why don't you wait for me to come back, why not let me do a little bit of filial piety. The tears of guilty rose my eyes. What should I do? I was lying in front of my mother's grave for a long time, and tears were like the broken beads, rolling down from my cheek. The sister next to me told me that my mother was suffering from lung cancer. I went to the city hospital to check the late period of lung cancer in less than a month at the beginning of my school. My mother left the world with tears. Because of fear of affecting my studies, my mother would not let my family tell me her condition. But before dying, she took out the photos of my military uniform every day.

The mother said: "It is a soldier, and since ancient times, it has been loyal and filial piety. It cannot affect the child's learning and training because of me ..." With the tolerance and understanding of an ordinary woman, with the mood of seeing his son in the end, the mother was flowing. Tears, slowly closed their eyes and left the world forever.

Today, in my bedside table, a letter to my mother ended up in pain before dying. I blocked this family book with only three words. In the lower right corner of the stationery, the mother's name was crooked, and the mother's tears were printed with the blank blank. Mother must have a lot of words to say to me, the blank letter paper is the unlimited expectations of the mother, countless dingling, and the maternal and child love.

The maternal love, or hidden or displayed, you can't use the amount of fighting at all, and you can measure it with a ruler. Today, when I do n’t confuse the year, I see the letter left by my mother as if I have returned to my hometown that has been leaning for a long time, as if listening to my mother's teachings, and my soul collided again close, making my heart full of confidence and hope at all times. Essence

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The anchor of this issue -Xu Lili

I did n’t welcome the future, I was not mixed at the time, and I was not in love in the past. Hello everyone, I am anchor Xu Lili, the voice has a temperature, and I have feelings in the world. I hope my voice can bring you warmth and love.

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Production: Zhang Xiaowen, Xu Lili, and Jie Jie Zhai Yaqing

Produced: Li Zibo

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