She was placed under house arrest for 13 years when she became popular at the age of 5. At the age of 18, she enopored for love, but sent her son to prison. Now how much she is at the age of 60

She used to be a "genius child star" in Taiwan, but she was also known as the "worst child star".

After experiencing all kinds of unbearable and pain, she chose to reconcile with the past and reconcile with herself.

In a small clinic in Taiwan, a wealthy old man and a little girl came.

They weren't sick, but asked if there was any way to make girls not grow taller.

The doctor said yes, but it is expensive.

The old man said, "Money is not a problem. As long as my granddaughter continues to be a child star, is it afraid that there is no money?"

Picture source: TV series "Pearl Life"

Soon, the girl was pressed on a stool, and the doctor held the needle into her knee with a syringe.

The painful scream was full of the entire house, and the girl cried, "Grandma, I don't want to get an injection."

But no matter how she struggle, only one sentence: "You can bear a little, for your future."

Picture source: TV series "Pearl Life"

In this way, the girl's height stays at 149 cm forever.

This is a scene in the TV series "Pearl Life", and it is also the real experience of the old man Ji Baoru.

She made her debut at the age of 5 and was known as the "genius child star". At the age of 8, she performed a movie in Southeast Asia.

At the age of 13, he transformed into a singer. Grandma took her to keep her money to make money, and took her to inhibit the growth needle.

She has been treated as a cash cow for more than 10 years.

And when she finally had the courage to escape, it was the beginning of another nightmare.

In 1962, Ji Baoru was born in Taiwan.

The beginning of unfortunate fate is because she is a girl in a pair of dragons and phoenixes.

Unlike today's dragon and phoenix, the dragon and phoenix are like double joy. In Taiwan half a century ago, this is called a curse of doom. The two children cannot raise them together.

So under the concept of men and women, Ji Baoru became a sacrifice "for granted" and was sent to his grandmother's house.

The first memory in her life was that a woman wearing a cheongsam and a graceful figure quietly stuffed some money to her grandmother, and then touched her head, and hurriedly turned away.

"Who is that?" She asked several times, but never got the answer.

Later, she learned that it was her mother, because she was the third wife of her father, so she could only call "Auntie".

And every time she passed her father's house, her grandmother bowed her head deliberately and pulled her away quickly.

Usually, the ancestors love their grandchildren, but Ji Baoru's mother was originally a daughter and married at the age of 18.

Therefore, her grandmother did not love her as she loved her granddaughter.

She started cooking on the age of four or five, and she could only wear clothes that others didn't want. In winter, she ran around barefoot.

If her grandmother lost money and was drunk, she would be beaten up or scolded.

Whenever at this time, she miss her mother, but she can only bear the pain and shout in her heart, "Mom, where are you?"

The desire for affection made her almost forget that her mother never hugged her, and did not know how many years when I saw Dad in the first time.

They are like two actual strangers who exist, just deeply buried the abandoned feeling in Ji Baoru's heart.

So that when she interpreted a role similar to experience in the future, she was always particularly expressive and could soon enter the state.

On the moody and moderate day, Ji Baoru learned to see his face since he was a child.

She is always polite to please others.

Once she went to the Ji family for living expenses, she bowed and asked hello when she saw her grandmother.

Grandma usually doesn't care about her, but this time, she stayed on her for a long time, and then asked her if she would cry. She also said that as long as she cried within 10 seconds, she gave her a dollar.

Or the talent is different, or her life is too suffering. After a few seconds, she burst into tears, and then showed a sweet smile under her grandma's instructions.

I had long hoped that a big star at home was very satisfied, and immediately took her to see the red card producer at the time.

The focus of the audition is also crying. The producer asked:

"If your mother is gone. What would you do?"

This sentence seemed to be pierced to the pain of her real life, and the tears immediately kept away like opening the faucet.

Then, she was asked to play a play, and she didn't know the words, and grandma read her one by one.

What is amazing, she only needs to listen to it, and she can go back into the current, and she still has a faint buckle.

She is like eating this bowl of rice. In the drama most of the lack of affection, she always performs very vividly.

When performing the first scene, there is a big page of the lines of a play. Not only must he memorize all, but he also cry.

Everyone thinks that this play is very difficult, but Ji Baoru is not working hard.

She also played a female -adopted female role. There was a play that was beaten. Without the actor really shot, she could find the feeling of being beaten and crying sadly.

Later, she realized that the reason why she could play so well was because of the childhood experience of departure, which had long been brewing in an inner drama.

"I thought I was playing others, but I actually played myself."

Soon, she quickly became popular through natural and realistic acting skills and super lines, and was also named the title of "genius child star" by the media.

Later, Grandma gave Ji Baoru a lot of play. In two years, she almost used the studio as a home.

When she was 7 years old, the TV station was changed from live broadcast to a video. Her schedule was even more abnormal. She often recorded it in the middle of the night and was called back at 3 or four in the morning.

Although tired, she was very happy. It is not because a bunch of fans are scrambling to take pictures to sign, but because she thinks that she finally has the opportunity to rewrite her life script full of tragedy.

At that time, she had only one belief:

As long as you work hard, you can move back to Jiji's family and live with parents, siblings to get the love of family members.

Grandma did bring her back to the Ji family, but she slowly found that she was only moved from a survival prison to another.

After moving back to Jiji's house, because the number of rooms was not enough, she could only live in the same room as grandparents and sleep in the same bed.

Usually, if she did not shoot, she would be locked in the room on the second floor, where she put a barrel for her "convenience".

Perhaps this late "home" is not easy, she has never thought about resistance.

Later, Ji Bao Ru grew up and could not be a child star, and grandma took her to be a singer.

At the age of 13, she sang the theme song of the cartoon film "Wanli Fang Mother", and successively launched albums such as "White Pigeon" and "Sunshine Mountain Wai Mountain". I can't make a sound when my throat.

At that time, it was the development stage, but in order to let her continue to make money as a child star, her grandmother wrapped layers of white cloth on her chest every day, trying to flatten her chest, and even took her to the clinic to inhibit growth needle, so that letting her let the growth needle and let her let her let her go to the clinic and let her let the clinic. Her height stopped at 149 cm.

In front of people is a star with infinite scenery, but the "prisoner" who was placed under house arrest.

The fifteen or sixth -year -old Ji Baoru finally couldn't hold back his inner grievances and fatigue, and more and more resentment produced in his heart:

Why did you make money from an early age but can't see the money?

Why can't I go to school to study?

Why can't you eat with your classmates?

... ...

Because she rarely goes to school from a young age, she will not even have the most basic pinyin, and it will only be counted as a hundred digits.

"I think everything is caused by grandma ..."

She used to perform the attention of her family, but now she seems to have no reason to find any reason.

She began to have the idea of ​​withdrawing from the showbiz.

But why did this get her?

As long as she did not perform, she was locked in the room.

It wasn't until the age of 18 that the bird in her cage began to try to break through the fence and flew towards the free sky.

For a while, Ji Baoru's grandmother was hospitalized because of illness, so her elder sister accompanied her.

Unlike grandma, she often separates her with others, and the eldest sister will take her to chat with other artists.

In this way, she met Yu Long.

Yu Long is a little singer who is not very famous. He is 9 years older than Ji Baoru, and often ask her warmth.

When I was used to Tong Xing, Ji Baoru met who met her uncle and aunt.

But Yu Long said to her, "Don't you call my uncle, okay?"

Through some details, Ji Baoru, who has never talked about love, and has never been in contact with the opposite sex. For the first time, he felt that someone liked himself.

After slowly cooked, the two began to complain with each other, and their feelings quickly heated up.

Regarding this relationship, grandma did not agree after knowing it, forcing her to break the relationship with Yu Long.

But how can the birds fly out of the cage be closed again.

In order not to act, sing, and stay in the entertainment industry again, Ji Baoru said to Yu Long once, "I want to get pregnant!"

She told herself firmly that she had to escape from the control of that home, only to marry the road of Yu Long.

Two or three months later, she was pregnant first.

Hearing this news, Grandpa and grandma were angry, and her father slapped her fiercely to let her remove her child.

Her father's ruthlessness was like the last straw that crushed the camel. She resolutely decided to go high with Yu Longyuan and leave the door with 200 yuan.

This is the first time that she has not heard people since she grows up.

After the age of 18, Ji Baoru and Yu Long registered to get married. Yu Long also transformed into an agent. The two were inseparable and spent a sweet and beautiful life.

But willfulness sometimes needs to pay.

After 8 months of pregnancy, Ji Baoru was born prematurely.

She was lying on the operating table, and the child's cry came, but he heard the doctor shouting, "How do children do this?"

Before asking how the child was, she was lethargic because of anesthesia.

Until she was discharged, she never saw the child. Yu Long lied to him that the child had jaundice.

A few days later, she finally saw the child in the insulation box, but was almost frightened.

"Oh my god! What strange fetus I gave birth to?"

I saw a child like an dissected frog. The limbs were tied and filled with needle tubes. The belly broke a large hole, and his intestines were exposed.

The doctor told her that the child had a rare disease called "congenital abdominal cracking".

Although the incidence is only one tenth of 10,000, if the mother is less than 20 years old, the incidence will increase by more than 10 times.

If Ji Bao was avoided, but because she had abandoned experience in his childhood, she wanted to want a boy and did not have an ultrasonic examination during the checkup, and did not find that the fetus had this disease.

However, although the medical explanation was in the past, there were constant whispers around.

Some people say that this is a child who is not blessed before it will be born; others say that this is her elopement.

Each word and every sentence, like a sharp knife, inserted it into Ji Baoru's heart fiercely, and the blood flow was endless.

Four years after that, she did not dare to ask her children anymore to put her thoughts on Yu Long. They opened a restaurant show together, and they bought a house and bought a land, planning to build a 5 -story house.

It's just that the castle's castle hasn't had time to complete, and everything in reality has quietly changed.

After Ji Baoru gave birth to the third child carefully, in the middle of the night, she found that Yu Long called with a girl in the study.

She heard that the girl had been crying through a split machine, and also said that "you must give me an explanation today, otherwise you will die for you".

Ji Baoru knew this girl, Yu Long claimed that he was only fifteen or six years old.

After the incident was exposed, Yu Long and Ji Bao Ru explained that there was a big difference with her.

She couldn't get angry, so she hit the table with her head and hit a large wound.

But compared to her inner injuries, this is nothing on her head.

Prior to this, in 1990, Taiwan encountered stock market bubbles, and nearly 100 million assets were also affected by stock disasters.

When her mother -in -law learned that Yu Long had an affair, she not only persuaded her to open something, but also blame her on her head.

The quarrel on both ends of three days made Ji Baoru's meaning no longer find the meaning of this family. After a fierce conflict, she left like the night when she eloped with Yu Long.

The Yu family could not return, and the Ji family had to stay for a long time, so she used the past contacts to open a KTV to earn some income.

Soon after, he divorced Yu Long.

It was just that she didn't expect that a few months later, a fire took away Yu Long's life, and since then, the two were separated.

"It's all you killed my son ..."

The mother -in -law's death was blamed on Ji Baoru without modification.

Because in her logic, Ji Baoru would not drink sullen wine, and would not appear in KTV, and he died unfortunately in that fire.

Listening to the allegations of her mother -in -law over and over again, Ji Baoru felt that she had killed Yu Long.

"If you choose to forgive, maybe the result is completely different."

For a long time in the future, she lived in such a self -blame and anesthetized herself with alcohol.

In order to feed the three sons, she started to work in the hotel. Whether there were guests or not, she drank one after another.

When I was drunk home, I counted all their families, and sometimes they were angry.

She hates everyone, but the most hates herself.

In order to reduce this pain, she began to disappear.

Several times, she woke up and found that she was lying in a pool of blood, because she tried to commit suicide with a knife the night before.

Another time she committed suicide in gas, accidentally caused fire, and a shocking fire truck was to fight the fire.

Although he was rescued several times, Ji Baoru had already sentenced himself to death.

At this time, she couldn't even save herself, let alone take care of her children.

The eldest son did not sleep for a week for a week. He went to her on the 8th day and planned to live for a few days.

She was drunk and returned home. When she saw her son didn't sleep, she was so angry and scolded. She didn't find that her son's condition was a bit abnormal.

Until the son couldn't restrain it, after yelling, he started to hit the wall and hit the wall. Ji Baoru was surprised to see the seriousness of the matter. He quickly sent his son to the hospital and hit a calf.

When the son woke up again, he became like an idiot. He couldn't take care of himself, and he had been drooling and could not recognize people.

The doctor told Ji Baoru that her son had bipolar disorder.

Compared to her eldest son's physiological disease, what makes her more distressed is that the second son has drugs and drug trafficking, and repeatedly teach.

In desperation, she had to call the police himself and send the second son to the prison.

This crushed life lasted for 12 years. It was not until 2004 that Ji Baoru's broken life appeared.

The SPA hall she opened this year has lost a lot of money. In order to make up for the loss, she and her friends met a person who did a good job in this regard.

As soon as he met, the man said:

"I think you are very unhappy. Come! I pray and pray for the two of you first."

Ji Baoru repeatedly refused with his friends, but the last three still held hands and closed his eyes.

Perhaps it was the first time that someone sincerely blessed himself. Although he didn't know the content of prayer, Ji Baoru began to cry, "as if a fire was burning."

She seemed to have a pair of hands to embrace herself, which was extremely warm and peaceful.

The father's love that has been lacking since childhood has been satisfied at that moment.

She suddenly realized that she was loved.

She used to live in resentment, bitter poison, despair, and fear. She just wanted to blindly get love from others, but she never took the initiative to give her love.

She is as if she is a freshman to try to repair the cracks in the past.

One day, she took the courage to ask her father, "Why don't you love me before?"

My father said to her: "You were always full of resentment in your previous eyes, and your eyes have pushed me away."

After speaking, my father took the initiative to hug her for the first time. This kind of warmth is hot as someone prayed for her for the first time.

She also forgive her grandmother, seeking peace with Yu's family, and doubled her love and care for the children.

Everything that has solidified in the past seemed to gradually heated up.

But in the past pain and misfortune have been forgotten? of course not.

Choose to let go, and to reconcile with the past, it is like picking up the broken life one by one. Although there are cracks, at least complete, it will not hurt anymore. After being repaired in the past, Ji Baoru founded the Taiwan High -quality Life Association, concentrated on public welfare, and helped the elderly who lived alone and suffered from physical disorders and children with physical and mental disorders.

Not only that, she also returned to the entertainment industry and shared her pain and unbearable when she was on the show.

In the TV series "Pearl Life" with her prototype, she plays the grandma she once hated most.

In the autobiography "Love, Reversing Wins", she told her tortuous life experience in detail.

Why are you willing to share these? She answered in the book:

"No matter how unbearable people, as long as there is a willing heart, there is still a chance to rebirth and live the true mission and value of life."

Reference materials:

[1] Ji Baoru's autobiography "Love, Reversing Wins"

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